My Poor Little Ian

My eye has been bothering me lately... and I think I have some vertigo thing going on, and I don't know how to fix it... so bare with me if I am kinda scattered. It's been hard to stay concentrrated and focused.

I talked to Rion today and I found out that while in his care, my little boy got beat up today. I just wanted to go over and pick Ian up right then and there, but I didn't. For all of you out there who might know how Rion has been in the past, NO he wasn't the one who beat him up... it was two neighbor kids upstairs.

Ian was over at the neighbor's house with her two sons and they were playing up there, and for some unknown reason, both the boys just took it upon themselves to beat the crap outta my son... all while the mom sat there and ignored the whole thing. She didn't even get her lazy crackwhore ass off the couch to save my son, and I know he had to have been crying. Ian finally broke loose from the two boys, and ran out the front door and back to his dad's house.

Rion said the boys left knuckle marks all over Ian's body, and it was very apparent they had punched Ian in the jaw. He said he had a couple cuts, and would probably be bruised up pretty good tomorrow. I feel so bad for him. He's my little boy. He's my Ian.

I know "boys will be boys" but what the fuck is wrong with this woman that she would let two older boys beat the crap outta another little boy in her care? I have heard horrible stories that the whole building my sister and my ex live in are all drunks or addicts. I personally know the landlord and he's not above that I am sure. I grew up with him, and the day I turned 18 he asked me out on a date and tried to kiss me. He's utterly repulsive, so it doesn't surprise me he would rent to people of the same demeanor. So this dumb bitch didn't even care enough to get her ass off the couch and save my little boy. Rion said he went up there to yell at her, but it didn't seem to matter to her ... I am glad I wasn't there... I would have probably done a lot more than yell. I can't stand tweakers. GAWD!! I am totally livid about this whole thing.

I told Rion he needed to call the cops and file a report. I think he's still on probation for the last time he hit my son, and I told him he needed to cover his ass and call in the report so that *I* didn't have to deal with CPS when the school called them tomorrow cuz my son is all beat up. I am the custodial parent, and I didn't feel like being accused (yet again) for child abuse. The last time this happened, even though Rion had admitted it to the CPS worker, and the Cops, and me, they still investigated BOTH PARTIES, to make sure that *I* wasn't abusing Ian as well. It made me sick to my stomach. The marks he left on Ian's face were there for EIGHT DAYS. It makes me ill to even THINK that someone thinks I might be capable of doing that to my kids. I know it's just their job, but really... I don't ever wanna go thru that again.

I just can't wait til Ian gets home from school tomorrow... cuz I can't wait to hug him.